take it or leave it

Majority rules, we are the minority, the fools.

"it doesn't get any better then this, you have to make the best of what you got"

You have to work hard to work harder.life is not just something you can gamble and barter.

How many times can I give up on myself before I realize I need to just fix things. Giving up only makes life worse.

I wish you would listen to me but I think you forgot who I was months ago. Don't worry I lost myself at about the same time.

my best has never been good enough

"it will get better"

If this is better I don't want it.
Maybe I want great.

this place is a ghost town...

"I hold grudges like I hold hand grenades."

My open letter to him:

Dear god,
Thank you for not existing.

Love,
The one you left behind

there is a Christmas tree lit bright in Arizona, and i know i should be home.

It was hard to fight back the tears, crying eyes are all I hear.

"I'll call more often"

But I know you won't answer.

Growing up is the hardest choice you will ever make. Holding true to every mistake.
I need you, hoping you feel the same.
I lost track of time, no one to blame.

adult thoughts, from an adolecent mind.

I would tell you things have changed. But progress report: everythings the same.

"when i grow up i want to be somebody"

Its now quiet.
Not only in my room, but in my head.
I miss you more today,
But I know I will get to see you tomorrow.
Too bad tomorrow never turns into today.

"hold me close and never let go"

I should have listened the first time around.

your mind is a lost cause, a heart beat then a long pause.
You have hopes and dreams, but don't we all. Like every empire at one point we fall. Everyone gets their 15 min to be famous, your time will come, you will see, fame isn't better then infamy.

loosing the winning battle

Life as of now.
Still here unfortuantly.
Lack of sleep, loss of words.
My mind is going crazy.
Thinking of you makes my mind race.
Can't do both at the same time.